Another New Beginning

I keep thinking that this will be the day I start writing everything down. This will be the day everything changes and I become more organized, or everything will finally calm down, or everything will work out exactly like it is supposed to. I have been thinking this for...years. So why is today different? Because I finally sat down to do this, to write down what I think and what I feel. I have such a mess of emotions, feelings, thinkings, and what I'm supposed to be doings that I give in. Today is actually the day I start. And I promise myself that tomorrow I will continue. That I will not only start writing in my blog, but I'll write some of those things clattering around in my head that feels so full that I wish some of the words and thoughts would sort of just fall out and give me some room up there, in that space between my earrings.